i just had a phone interview with some cell phone company. i also applied for some princess shop for little girls and after i entered the application in a while ago, i remembered that i was pretty sure i had an interview with them when i told them i got irritated with people acting wild after they asked me if there was anything i disliked. so they obviously didn't hire me then.. so i'll just avoid telling them that during this next interview.
i also called amy this morning while i was in bed and i asked her if she made arrangements for me to take the trip to mexico yet. this is what irritates me about people dealing with me- they drag their feet intentionally with an intention for me to just forget my plans since IT WASN'T THEIR PLANS. i think it was the people at sabathani that i told about wanting to make plans for a trip to mexico for my birthday and they said, "OH! THAT'S A GOOD PLAN! WHICH BIRTHDAY IS IT FOR YOU?!" and then i said, "40th." then they said, "OH! SO IT'S PRETTY SPECIAL THEN!" considering i don't remember ever having my birthday celebrated since i was a kid, since i'm almost positive no one cares that much about me to throw a birthday party or celebrate my birthday with me- i'll just celebrate it myself. what better place then the place i was born especially since i haven't been there since i was born?! this is also evidence that people don't care about me in this state- they can't even remember/celebrate my FORTIETH birthday with me (i'm sure that everyone i know of didn't know it was my FORTIETH birthday because IT'S JUST STACY! SHE'LL BE HAPPY WITH US JUST WISHING HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON FACEBOOK! WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?! right amanda?). i was thinking about how amy acts to me and i'm almost positive that amanda hired her just by seeing how she works with me. YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU CAN MAKE ME ACT JUST LIKE YOU IF YOU CONTROL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE "HELPING" ME. i'll have them begging to drop me as a client if i need to. i don't know HOW my grandma convinced you to ever take her spot, ESPECIALLY since you're NOT doing what she CLAIMED you'd do every night i spoke to her on the phone for the last year or so of her life. it's just surprising that i managed to live forty damn years of my life with this complete LACK of care and support in my life. you people wonder why i ran away when i was 16. just because you think something is true about someone DOESN'T make it true.
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